1st ever heartbreak (LDR)

To:M.J.E

Hi honeycquh, axawacquh or penguincquh,

     I hope you had a good day today because I haven't had a good day since we BROKE up.. I miss you.. I think about you everyday, i wonder if you're thinking about me too... I know i told you I'm okay but i don't think I am. I'm so torn up inside..I can' tell what's best for me. I don't want to forget about you. I want to keep you in my heart FOREVER... but all my feelings are worthless to you..

   I did everything to make you happy, but somehow I wasn't good enough.. And now I've lost you.. And I'll never have you again... I LOVE YOU for all that you are... I'm so thankful that you loved me too. You meant the world to me. I would have done anything for you, anything to make you stay... No matter what I do I'll never get to be the one for you again, but you are the only one for me, and I'm scared I won't find this true love ever again... I can't sleep at all, everything feels wrong without you in my life. I just wish I meant more to you. I wish you realize how much you meant to me. I can't believe this happened. I can't believe I let the best thing that ever happened to me.. just slip away...
How do you expect me to find another guy like you?..
you are amazing... And now everywhere I look I see you, I wish i could get better but when I think about you all the time its impossible to pull myself back together... My heart was so full of love for you...

    I want you to know one thing... No matter what happens... My HEART belongs to you.. and although you'll never know this.. I STILL LOVE YOU and I WILL FOREVER..


~hasit!.. yAn yung video na gawa ko nung nag 1st monthsary kami.. at yan yung letter na gawa ko nung nag BREAK na kami.. :'(
Oo, maskit.. ang sakit2x.. kasu lang ganUn talaga...
I have to move.on..

and im basically, FINE now..!

LIEZL PERDEZ a.k.a MS.siOux
6:40PM